This is my 15th week of positive change and gratitude.
I feel i accomplished so much this week.
Having the courage to face an audience and famous judges, to know i wasnt the best there and being ok with not coming anywhere and not giving up. I have taken the positive comments and am going to work hard to use it to my advantage.
The old self concious me would have eaten myself up by the thought of not being good enough. Instead it has made me stronger and more determined.
There is another competition coming up that im considering doing. The more i do....the more i get comdortable with it.
Another huge change was a fear of going into a busy bar and having a drink by myself or eating alone.....well i done both!..... and for my bravery some man came over and politely said im paying for your drink. I knew i was being rewarded for my courage 😁.
Am driving to donegal which is 4 hours away.....on my own! Im extremely bad with directions and am not going to let it stop me. I will just allow extra time incase i get lost haha. I might even stay over which is another first for me.
Things im grateful for.......
Advice from voice of ireland ciara byrne and kayleigh cullenann, and mary byrne.
Having been apart of localstar finals.
Having my girls witness me on stage and overcoming my fear and encouraging them to follow suit, as they all have beautiful voices.
Grateful i had easter sunday off.
For all the love and support i got from everyone.
Hearing my sister-in-law is pregnant.
For spending time with my sister and niece.
Getting my hair and makeup done by my sister.
I really wish you all have a great week 😘😘😘