From the time , when I realised what life is and how it teaches lessons .....
There was never a comfort zone , there was never an Inheritance, a legacy .
Every single day , there weren't choices that I had and whatever little I did , had always be made within limitations , that Life threw at me .
The thing about choices in life , they end up being a binary . It's either a Zero or a One , at the end . There were quiet moments of reflection , auditing the choices that were made Vs the choices that still can be made .
It was My Choice when I attempted suicide .
It was My Choice when I was living on Anti-depressants . It was my choice to stay aloof .... Control seemed to be an illusion and giving up on life seemed to be the ONLY CHOICE .
And then ..... I put myself before my Choices . The pain , the withdrawal from all the darkness was never easy . Every time , EVERY SINGLE DAY , When I wanted to give up , I only asked myself..... Will the social criticism and the dogma , be my guide , or will I follow my passion ??? Will I follow cliche or will I be original ???? Will I chose to give up or will I chose to serve and discover ??? Will I get crushed by allegations or will I follow conviction ?? Will I fall back , being punched by Life or will I stand back , spit that blood out and say ... What next ,Bitch !!!! The only thing that stopped me , from getting what I wanted in life , is the bullshit story I told myself that Vijaya you can’t do anything . BUT BUT BUT ... held my final Choice ! It was never easy , but always worth it .
It took years to radically alter perspectives , to place my mind and body as my place of worship , to get trained relentlessly and go on , each day , everyday.
I stopped looking for "Angels" and started to look for "Angles" .
I stopped "HOPING" who I am , and starting "AUDITING " who I am and I what I want to be .
Making the first step was the hardest , BUT THAT STEP MADE ALL THE DIFFERENCE . Truly Follow The Motto Of My Life ... LIVE LOVE INSPIRE . #viiayatupurani #influencer #gratitude #instagram #focus #lifelesson #hardwork #fightodds .