Alright, I have some confession to share. I'm not coming back to civilization. The character of my adventure-project changed over the time I spent 'locked in'. And over past few days. While out here every single day brings on countless memories and stories to tell, back there it was all the same. Suffering insomnia, struggling with issues, bureaucracy and technology were eating me alive. Devouring every single piece of anything good about myself. Except from people, they were just lovely. Meeting everyone, sharing thoughts, laughter and energy are moments I return to with my thoughts. But catching time seems impossible there. When I realized it's February already and soon my bday, I would stress that my journey will crash if I won't continue anytime soon. And so first few days were just hell, couldn't sleep until now, when I finally pushed away pressure of TIME. I'll keep moving forward but embracing every single day, every failure and high mood, sunrise and snowstorm, inspirations and memories of past and future, every meal and loneliness as it's the key to finding what life is really about.
I'll head north, then south towards Helsinki, but I won't rush anymore. I don't need any title or award. I only need living this simply beautiful life, write, share, take pictures and do some filming. And I need Spotify too.
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