Children make you see the world differently. You have this little life that depends on you to look out for them and that responsibility makes you think twice. Two months ago I took my last sip of alcohol as the aftermath from news that a family member is suffering from cirrhosis of the liver. For the sake of my nephew & future children I decided I would be the end of this disease in our family. Of course by doing this I've lost my fair share of weight. Now I have to do the "White Girl IG Back Leg Kicked Out" pose to make my butt look big in pictures again & Finn is definitely not feelin' it.