2017 is quite a shity year.
Though we keep working on things that hope it gets better, still things goes up a bit and down a lot. We both know nobody said it should be easy but I just feel like all the struggle comes from 'let go'. Now I'm pretty sure me and my mates are pretty high standard to others and ourselves so we just can't let go but let the feeling of depressed destroy us mentally and physically.
To all my beloved mates, life is hard but suffering is a choice. Always choose yourself and love yourself. Choose a slightly positive way to see very negative things like what I'm doing now. At least you got hope, beliefs and us.
We cry together and we stay strong together.