My friends are always telling me how I'm this strong independent woman who needs no man, but in reality that couldn't be further from the truth. Throughout my childhood, I grew up feeling alone with no support and as I got older that feeling became more apparent. Every hard time I've faced, I faced alone! No one was there to pick me up from the floor when I was having breakdowns or there to guide me in the right direction when I felt lost. The closest people to me turned their back on me when I needed them the most, from family to friends to even asshole dudes I dated who so called "cared about me". It's taken me a long time to break out of some of the hurt I've been through and I still struggle with some things till this day, but I'm a better person because of it all. Not everyone's path is the same, but I know I didn't go through everything I went through, not share and help others. In due time I'll speak..even if it only benefits 1 person!
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