I think this is the first time sharing these publicly? I don’t know, so a couple of years ago I received this messages (messages I know make jokes about) telling me to kill myself, and revealing some personal information to lead me to believe it was someone close to me at the time. I still haven’t figured out who it is.. but guess what? I’m still alive. It makes my heart sink when I’m trying to look back for a picture and I’m scrolling by these. Whoever you are, fuck you. I have my suspicions on who it is. The angry part of me hopes you know what it’s like to want to take your own life, the angry part also wants me to have you feel deep loss. I went through a very very rough time, those that got caught in the crossfire I apologize for my behavior and my drug use, but in no way do I believe I treated anyone so poorly for them to tell me to kill myself.