Chapter 19; I woke up to the annoying sound of loud voices. The boys were up. I looped at my phone and saw it was 1:00 PM. The bus was stopped. I got up out of bed, and heading into the living room area, where the noise was. "Oh , look who's up!" Niall yelled. I just brushed him off. I was not a morning person."might not wanna talk to her in the morning mate. She is not a morning person." Harry interjected. I shot him a look at sat down at the only available spot, next to Niall. He smiled at me, and I trued to smile back. God I was tired. "Why are we stopped?" I asked. "Paul and the driver, Tom, are getting us Starbucks." Liam replied sweetly. " Don't worry, I told them your favorite." Harry said with a laugh. There was only ONE thing I'd drink at Starbucks, and only Harry knew that. "So the plan for today is to eat, get to they venue, practice and all that fun stuff. You'll be backstage, of course." Zayn said nonchalantly. I nodded. "Alright sounds good. I'm going to take a shower now. If the food comes before I get here, put it in my room. Away from Niall." I said jokingly. He only smiled and let out a chuckle. I headed down the hallway of the giant tour bus until I found the bathroom. Once I got in I locked the door. I don't trust 5 teenage boys. Make that 4, considering Harry is my brother. I looked in the mirror, and immediately regretted it. My hair was a mess, as was my face. And I look exceptionally fat in the shorts I was wearing. I hate this body i'm cursed with. I want to throw up, so bad. But I don't . I run out of the room, to find Niall,Harry, anybody. I need help.