not your habibti 👳🏽♀️🤚🏽
wow so uh... today’s my 4 year youtube-versiary. i’m emo (as per usual) thinking about where i’ve been every year at this time, and where i know i’ll be this time next year. -
instead of checking numbers and subscribers and accomplishments over the last 4 years, i’m overwhelmed thinking about growth. who i was 4 years ago, 3 years ago, last year today.
4 years ago, i was so insecure (yet aggressively cocky), angry, defensive, scared, unsure, i had no direction or purpose. i had so much healing, forgiveness, and understanding to work on. today, i have never been so filled with love, certainty, peace, direction, humility, and PURPOSE. i know why i’m here, and i’m so thankful to be able to carry it out.
i can’t wait to look back in one year and think “wow, if i had only known then how much better it gets from here.”
thank you for growing with me. thank you for supporting me. thank you for giving me purpose. buckle in babies. it’s our year.