Just a thought that roll off my mind at this hour !
I never knew when it started, this obsession. Didn’t even realize how slowly and steadily what I thought I could control controlled me. I am not like most people my likes, dislikes and feelings differ from most of the crowd. When did I become someone who cared so much what other people think of me? Now that I think about it, it baffles me how I slowly and steadily from being an individual who preaches about being different suddenly became someone who just wanted to fit in to other people’s expectations. And suddenly I feel I woke up to realize what kind of a manI had become.
Well to start up on my mistakes, my first one was ever thinking that everyone is a mistake . Yes I mean everyone !
Now that I even know that even me I am made of mistake … What Next ? Examining what went wrong and now I realize it. It wasn’t them it was me. I could have easily minded my own business. Stuck to my priorities but I instead signed the sheet to my own ruin. I guess it was my fault. I have suddenly woken up as a much wiser person but what about the one who knock , not him but her ? She always there to disturb my mind with things I never wanted to imagine !
I think another mistake is to give my contact to her !
There are many mistakes I have made in my life. I hope that as I have learned from them, the lessons I’ve shared so far will help you avoid the pain and regret that follows from them.
So today was all about me and that call , and more from the past but this can just be situational understanding. Without understanding this, you may read it and not fully absorb how important it is to understand the other you or the next you .
See, that’s the thing about some of the most profound lessons in our lives: it takes more than just being told a lesson, to really understand the lesson.
We have to learn them at just the right time, in just the right context, or it doesn’t actually sink in and make any difference.
Your mentors may tell you this lesson in passing, but without a proper frame of mind to accept it, you won’t realize just how powerful it is and brush it off.
We all have subconscious assumptions