Wassup Instafam it's been a minute, dude isn't doing so well with this injury right now. Factors (only currently) beyond my control have me backed in to a corner and it is getting the best of me trying to get through this. I haven't even realized that it's gotten as bad as it has despite trying to get it cleared up, I'm doing my best to keep things in check but I'm pretty fucking scared right now. I'm not gonna go in to detail on that right now. Some may like to think I'm about at the end of my run and it some times feels like it in a sense, but this entire real life thing is still pretty new to me and it's literally a do or die trying moment. It's a blessing and a curse, moreso a curse now having people know who the fuck you are before saying a word to them, see warranted expectations. Despite how fucking scared I am of these colliding factors I still have to push through and prevail, send me some good voodoo. This cat is still flying solo in a one step forward two steps backwards journey of life. I've really been wondering how I've made it this far to begin with but now it's time to own up to things. Youre witnessing the process of a boy becoming a man, turning a dream to reality and sometimes it's painful how much I have to learn about myself and the world right now. Don't stop a young fire before it has a chance to rage. I wouldnt be surprised if some of you are well aware of what im already saying but I have a minute and that is my state of the union. Peace love and tacos yo, good wishes to you all and don't be weighed down by yourself. Fight it, push through it. Where you are tomorrow and the day after is what matters. Not the grips of today.