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Tori Budd  🌿🌸🌞 • ma •

Trying to remember just to 🙂. Life is unfair and confusing and weird. As soon as you think things are finally settling down- you get the rug pulled out from underneath you. Just.keep.smiling. .
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Vacation looks good on you ☀️

I feel it on my skin, warmin up my mind.
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📸: @mojado_mojado

I got burn holes in my memories

could never get tired of watching sunsets with you ✨ #burly

fresh ✂️ // 📸 : @mojado_mojado

•Things fall apart• after a series of very unfortunate decisions, horrible luck, and karma catching up to me I found myself in the deepest depression I have ever been in this past November. I was flunking out of school, my work performance was suffering, I was making questionable decisions with my relationships with loved ones, and was sicker than I have ever been with my ulcerative colitis. I remember thinking 'this is it. this is how my life is supposed to be'. I would lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, and cry for hours wondering how I had dug myself so deep. Then I did something that I've never done before in my life- I reached out for help. I told my parents I was drowning and I couldn't catch my breath alone. I told my closest friends that I needed their support more than I ever had before. With the help of some amazing loved ones (as well as some serious self- reflections on exactly WHERE I had gone so horribly wrong) I slowly dug myself out of this deep abyss I found myself in. I finally found a medication that worked for my ulcerative colitis. I took some time off of school to heal mentally. I worked on repairing relationships I had damaged with my irrational and chaotic decisions. I worked on ME for the first time in a long time. Slowly, things started to fall back into place and make sense again. I'm not quite there yet but I'm certainly closer than I was before. So here I am; 24 1/2 cycles around the sun; happy, healthy, and surrounded by some of the most amazing people I could ever hope for, after having one of the worst years of my life and going through hell and back again. Just remind yourself- sometimes when things look like they are falling apart- •they may actually be falling into place•

May the 4th be with you😉

Thanks for being my bestfriend // (talking about the pizza obviously..not you @mojado_mojado 🍕❤🌸)

Forever drawing Rick and Morty everywhere 📸 : @mojado_mojado

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