All I'd like to say to this is that there's a reason to our hardships and struggles. It's not something we can understand unless we push forward, conquer, and move beyond them. We won't foresee what lessons there are to be learned until the blessings ahead reveal their beginnings.
You see, the terrible early stages of something great are usually equal in magnitude of the reward in the end. Look at your hardships as something that's going to blossom into something beautiful, something epic. We can only understand life backwards.
Therefore, don't reason with your circumstances and simply push forward. When the time comes and you get a reason to smile, only then will you understand the meaning of your past...
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