We are programmed to reply "I am fine" whenever someone asks " How are you?". We are scared of letting them know it's a bad day. I had a bad day yesterday and I had to let go of something that was creating avoidable sadness for me. Things were so bad that I actually asked a close friend ( from whom I hadn't heard in months ) if she was ignoring me. Insecurities. I woke up to a much brighter day, watched the latest episode of GOT and smiled to a text saying that she is just travelling these days and internet isn't readily available. " <3 love you" , she wrote.
I still act immature sometimes and question everything when things don't seem so bright. Validation, insecurities, apprehension, fear, dread grips at me every now and then. The only upside to when all this was taking place was that I knew it was temporary and tomorrow would be better. To all my friends I haven't written in a while I DO LOVE YOU.
Repost @karishma.art .
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