حب وكره — concealing my feelings that's that shit that gets me in trouble, because eventually, they fill up, build up and burst like a bubble. one minute I hate you, the next I love you, sometimes I wanna hug you and other times I wanna say fuck you, especially when you take your time to answer my text message. pacing back and fourth, maybe I'm a tad passive aggressive, far from insecure but I let you tell it. and when we not spending time, how could you expect me to not get jealous, maybe I'm a little controlling, maybe I'm a little obsessive, but I would drop anything for you in a quick split second. I don't like to be guessing, I don't like to be yelling, I don't like to stalk your social media, under your shit comment checking, maybe you too much, or maybe I'm too much. maybe I shouldn't have fell in love the first time we fucked, maybe I should have chilled, maybe I shouldn't have messed with you, why you not obsessed with me the way I'm obsessed with you? why you making this complicated, why are things to difficult, the mission seems impossible for me to be loving you, I told you I love hard, I'm not on the average shit, people call me crazy, I respond that I'm extremely passionate. maybe I be tripping or maybe you be bitching. maybe you need to shut the fuck up, humble yourself and just listen. I'm tired of arguing. I'm tired of this battle, I love the fuck out of you, and if I can't love you, no one can have you.. tired of having an attitude, tired of being mad at you, but I'd rather beef and be with you than just break it off, and end up not having you. maybe I'm selfish, but you're not dealing with no average dude.