Today really just isn't my day, guys.
I work 3 jobs and go to school full time. Usually I am too busy to really think about the emotional crap I'm trying to work through. But dealing with an almost 6-year-break-up and my grandma's death all within the last 5 months has really weighed me down. I have a lot of really great days. But when I stop and have time to actually think about my situation (like, for example, on a long holiday weekend), my anxiety flares and I start to spiral into what my counselor has called "situational depression". Even my run today was messed up because of the way I'm feeling. Had to stop and cry about halfway through, which I'm sure looked totally normal to the passers-by out enjoying this beautiful Sunday morning. 😂
Oyi. Just keep swimming, right? 🦈🦈❤