There is nowhere to hide when it comes to pain.
I tried to ignore it for so long.
That uncanny feeling of sharp discomfort creeping inside of me, a voice that was screaming in my guts begging me to listen.
And I never did.
Blinded by a false idea of love, I kept trying in the pursuit of a kind of happiness that was rooted in fear.
Fear of not deserving anything better.
Fear of not being enough.
Fear of not being able to make it on my own.
Fear of being wrong.
And I was.
One mistake after another I became this person I am today, so afraid but so aware.
So lost but so resilient.
I wear on my body the scars of a past I still can’t accept or fully comprehend.
I carry in my soul all the cracks and the insecurities of an existence spent denying myself the possibility of embracing my true self.
Shame and guilt were all I could see when I looked at myself.
Shame for being so damn vulnerable.
Guilt for not being able to change, for
not being able to “fix” myself.
An error that, despite whatever life threw at it, it never stopped thriving.
It never gives up and still, unconditionally, fully trusts in love.
In my broken heart.
In my true, raw, wrong self.
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