Its time to say goodbye. For the longest time I relied on you, thought I needed you. I was blinded by your promise of comfort. I indulged you, oblivious to one simple fact ▶You're toxic.
You preach happiness, assuring me that everything will be okay, if I just give in. You extend a friendly hand, making promises of joy and love. You're always there when I need you...but you forgot to mention the negative side affects.
You forgot to mention that once I'm roped in, you'll refuse to let go. Then the addiction sets in and puts my teeth on edge. Like a drug addict, I need my fix. You forgot to mention the hostility that will erupt from me. That I'll throw my anger at whoever is in my way regardless of the pain I may cause them...
Why am I angry? There you are again making promises. Swearing you'll rid me of my anger and fill me with pleasant feelings. But only as long as I keep you around.
Yes, its time to say goodbye, my friend. If "friend" is what I can call you. You've brought me nothing but pain and anger, filling me with hatred for myself. All while masked with a helpful intent. Now I can see you for what you truly are. A wolf in sheep's clothing. A vile monster clothed in light and false happiness. Slowly but surely I will rid my mind of your sickly sweet voice. You no longer have a place in my life!
Free At Last
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