Today I am 31. I think to myself this time last year I was 8 and a half months pregnant, almost ready to deliver Lily and although I should have been so excited and thankful, I was miserable. Although everyone around me was happy and excited that it was my birthday and that I was pregnant, deep down I was hurting, I was crying inside and I think even later that evening I cried to myself. My marriage was crumbling before my eyes, I felt abandoned by my best friend, I was scared to think what the future was going to be like for myself and my girls. The security of having someone there with me was pulled right out from under my feet, fast forward to today, I sit and think to myself, in the last year I went through many changes in my life. I have seen that even in the shittiest of situations you can find happiness. I have learned that eventually the heart heals and the tears dry and you learn to live life again, one of the greatest things anyone could have ever told me in all this mess was my father-in-law, Rob. I’ll never forget these words. He said “Danielle you have two options in life, you can either get busy living or get busy dying” I choose to get busy living! I’m excited for this next journey in my life, I’m excited for this year, I’m excited to be able to do the things I want to do and to be able to have friends again.Although the security of a partnership has been destroyed I am building my own security for myself and for my children and I’m excited to see where and what I’m capable of going and doing. I’m living life with the idea that I’m growing and I’m learning BUT I’m happy! I will never ever put my happiness aside for anyone else, I am living my life again.
Universe I am open to receiving the greatness you have in store for me! Happy Fucking Birthday to Me! 🖤
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