5 a.m can’t sleep thoughts:
What makes a home, a home?
Is it the physical structure? Or is it the company we keep within these walls? Is it the space that we live in? Or is it the space that we share with the ones we love most? Or maybe.. is it an internal temple of connection we hold within our hearts? Being held and supported by the roots of our vessel..? Sometimes this planet feels like home. & sometimes it feels like a foreign place; that I have stopped at 👽 for an adventure. Passing through along on my infinite journey we humans call existence. Sometimes I feel grounded in Earth’s gravitational pull. & other times I am called to the cosmos. To dance amongst the stars.. ✨
All things physical are impermanent. Constantly fluxing, changing in the blink of an eye. I have to remind myself that we are floating on a giant magickal rock in a huge field of energy and light.. this reminder to me, signifies, to have fun. To simply live. To be. As I am. And enjoy. To not take things so seriously. To laugh at my mistakes. To shed more layers of my ego. To breathe deeply. To bask in the beauty of this life, & take in all of the wonders it has to offer. To let go of fear. To take those leaps of faith. To experience being a physical being.. Earth is a physical manifestation. Is she impermanent too? Will she one day wither away just as our bodies do? The Earth’n spirit Gaia is a light body. Like our souls. So, when she shed’s her physicality, will her spirit grow & transform? Are humans just a stop 👽 for her adventure? These thoughts. These questions. They bring me to peace. Because they help me to see, that I don’t need to stress so much, about knowing, about perfecting, about achieving, about doing what’s right, about fixing everything.. because this is all an experience, for all souls to collectively grow. Even Gaia’s. 💖 whatever happens is what is meant to happen. It. Is. All. Just. An. Adventure. 👽 #5amthoughts #cantsleep #spiritualthoughts #wisdomofthetrees #infinitefreedom #freeyourmind