Zumba tonight! Aaaaaarrrghhh so nervous... Haven't been in ages and since I'm still unwell, I'm not sure how well it's going to go! The class is always full of ladies who have been there for a while so I hide at the back so no one can see how bad I am (hopefully!) Although, the whole wall is mirrored... Am I the only person that hates this? I don't want to catch my own eye and think Jesus who is that red faced fat thing plodding around like they shouldn't be here? Oh yeah that's me!
I'm in my head A LOT. I'm an overthinker. Sometimes it's triggers that take me back and mostly it's how can I grow- I can totally analyze and re-analyze most things. You can trust the wheels are ALWAYS turning 🚌. (Aka- struggle bus wheels)
BUT the one thing I no longer think about are my workouts. NO MORE
I don't decide IF I'm going to stay on track, get my scheduled workout in or if I feeeeeeeel like it. I promise most days you won't, actually.
I DID decide one thing. I decided to stop ✋deciding. It's a guarantee that I'll get it done. I have been doing a more intense style workout program - I'm getting better, this I'm sticking with every workout on my calender - no matter what! I swapped my rest day for yoga/ stretching on Sunday. SO I was still in my head about a lot of things, but my workout is never one of them. #sweatytherapy#overthinking#shorthairdontcare#imgoingmaxedout
The actual first ever pregnancy photo I ever took. (Not trying to make my own pregnancy photography type shot, just a hellur little bump) dated on Sep.3rd 2017. About 19-20 weeks. Every different angle is so weird!! Some pictures look shmall, some look a little more 'curvaceous' or so we'll call it 😉. Either way, I'll post every one, because when I look back. All I'll see is the growth. And I'll eventually put them in order in a collage or something because I'm confusing myself even worse here. #pregnancybrain#whydoidothis#pleasesendhelp#mumlife#bumplife