I dont think Ive ever felt so burnt out before. And this is all it is, I hope
And Im not sure Ive ever doubted myself, what I do and what I want to do with my life "Im not good enough" is just following me everywhere this month
I know anxiety sows doubt in everything, Ive battled it everyday since I was 11, but cant help but wonder that it might be bloody right this time.
Even writing this tiny little post feels not good enough. That'll get lost easily. That it wont so what I want it to do
But I have no idea what I want it to do
Im not sure what to do anymore.
Except maybe hold my pup.
Hes the good enough pup. Maybe read some Harry Potter.
Hoping this is all part of the ever present journey of recovery. But Gosh darn its hard.
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