Good evening guyyys ✨
#nightsnack today is 'Fruity and Cake' themed 😏
I'm going to celebrate a little #pintparty with this blueberry cupcake icecream, then I'm also going to have the whole package of coconut covered dates, a 'Lenny and Larry's' protein cookie with birthday cake flavor and two of those new limited edition 'Corny' bars with strawberry cheesecake flavor 😍
Perfect and summery nightsnack to end up this very nice day 💁☀️ I don't know why, but atm I'm soo motivated and doing soo well, especially eating wise 🙏🏻
I'm so looking forward to try out new things and combinations and don't have to follow this 'safe food' plan. I'm not counting EVERY SINGLE calorie and am not afraid of being over my over my daily intake. I go eating outside, where I don't have the control over the food and I'm a way more spontaneous.
And you know what?
Since this great period started (I think after the little breakdown on Friday at school🙄) I'm feeling AMAZING. So much more free, happy, ALIVE.
Of course there are definitely still things that are not easy and especially moving wise I have to work really hard... But that's recovery 😌
Step by step, getting back life day by day and taking things easier time by time.
Atm I don't only want to gain weight, I also want to gain happiness, spontaneity, freedom, joy and at least LIFE 💪🏻
Recovery is not about being as fast as possible and there's no 'one perfect recovery'. NO.
It's about struggling, fighting, challenging yourself and slowly making progress. Slowly realizing that life is so much more than just food, movement and control.
Slowly realizing that this illness is not your friend, not someone who helps you.
Slowly getting back HEALTH 😇🙌🏻💕 Okay guys, sorry for all the positivity but that's just the way I'm feeling right now... PURE MOTIVATION 😂💪🏻 And maybe I can transfer a bit of my positivity also to you 😏
Hihi, I really hope you're all fine and had a nice day as well 🙆
I'm going to enjoy this amazing nightsnack later while watching TV and looking forward to the next dayyys 😍
Wish you all a cozy and relaxed evening and sweet dreams later 😴✨
See you tomorrow and STAY STRONG 💪🏻 Bye bye honeybees 🐝🍯