Guys, funny story. From the last post I told about my first time trying smoking. But I didn't write about the things I had to do to do it. So I was planning to smoke on our balcony but it was closed, I couldn't open it because it would cause too much noise, so i finally decided to smoke out in our front door, but the problem is that I had to go down because we live in the second floor. I attempted to open the door before going down the stairs which made fuxking creak noises. So finally I tried to smoke and it was burning my throat. So that was my sacrifice all because I wanted to try to smoke. But I didn't like it and will never like it. I gotta take my restricting seriously from now on.
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