It is understood that the beauty of a rainbow 🌈 does not negate the ravages of any storm. ⛈ when a rainbow appears, it does not mean the storm never happened or that we are not still dealing with the aftermath ♥️ it means that something beautiful and full of light has appeared in the midst of the darkness and clouds ☁️. Storm clouds ⛈ may still hover, but the rainbow 🌈 provides a counterbalance of colour, energy and hope 🍀♥️ I knew about you, I didn’t tell your Daddy but I found out about you rather quickly didn’t I. A few weeks in and I knew all about you. ☺️. Not going to lie I was terrified. Caught between telling your Daddy, caught between handling this on my own. We were five weeks away from getting married, your Daddy was rather stressed out with the wedding and work. I didn’t want to make him nervous to. 😚
So I kept you so quiet, I didn’t tell anyone because I was worried if I allowed myself to get excited, we could lose you to 😕 I wasn’t ready to do that ♥️
I was so lucky that I wasn’t nervous or the slightest bit stressed about the wedding. I think that’s because I was more worried on you. Our wedding was exciting, I get to marry your Daddy, it didn’t matter where we were, who was there, it was that I married my best friend, my life partner. That’s all that mattered that day. If everything went upside down, that didn’t matter, I had him. He was all I needed 🥰. So up until then, I just concentrated on trying to get through the ‘higher risk’ times with you.
Two hen parties later (hardly drinking) and we were almost out of September. 🤞. So your Daddy had been banging on about this ‘surprise’ he had for our wedding day. This surprise that I could never beat. This surprise that he’d worked so hard on. That he’s kept secret for over a year. Well guess what Baby Bear, I had a surprise to. A surprise that he’d get on our wedding day. Baby Bear🐻 that’s who you’d be known as. Because you were going to be my little soldier, my little miracle♥️