was not a good year for me .
I was walking outside daily , going to pump class and body balance class once a week . I asked my lovely psychologist Linda , feeling infuriated that this dreaded sadness and numbness was still lingering , for her opinion . Feeling lost I wanted some extra encouragement from her - "Linda , what are my values do you think?"
Linda - " That you never give up . You do everything , you try everything to get well . You never give up . You are determined to find the answer"
Soon after on the TV news a leading Sydney Doctor of Acupuncture was discussing her clinical success to treat depression . Funny synchronity - her clinic was the same suburb I grew up in where my parents still live . I made an appointment in a weeks time . After a few sessions with her , things not shifting she asked me who in my life alive or past could I call upon to help me heal . My Beautiful Grandma Maisie came to mind . Things didn't shift though . And I was doing everything right . Loving mum and still working part time . Finally my Doctor says . I want you to see Dr Alex who visits from the North coast . He's a Medical Doctor trained in Esoteric Acupuncture /Chakra Energy healing . So I visit Dr Alex a humble looking man of Greek origin who greeted me my first visit wearing a beige silk suit top .
He swung his magic pendulum over my body . Diagnosis - " Your Heart is completely blocked "
I was in shock and said ,
" How can that be? -I should be dead!! What causes that ?"
Dr Alex said - " Someone has hurt you . You are in grief "
I knew straight away .
My treatment that session involved needles all over and the room was illuminated with a green light ( green for heart chakra centre ) I'll never forget that session . For the first time in months tears came to my eyes as i gazed up at the ceiling as the faces of the people I love appeared . I wasn't 100% cured but on my way . I'd been putting it off , ignoring my gut feelings and went back to my wholistic health centre saw my other Greek Wholistic medical Doctor and blood tests showed I needed specially made high dose vitamins that are crucial to formation of the brains neurotransmitters...cont.comments