My fire ignited at 20 years old; I remember the day, the colors, the smile.. 8 years have passed.
I am so blessed to have experienced this kind of love - the kind of love that feels like a magnetic intercourse of two souls, the kind of love that's magical, the kind of love that is felt from the purest form of you, the kind of love that makes your spirit soar, the kind of love where the passion never dies, the kind of love that teaches you to be raw, vulnerable and open, the kind of love that challenges you to be the best version of yourself, an extension of them, the kind of love where their arms feel like home, their skin tastes oh so sweet, their lips feel like peace and their eyes can stop time when they look at you, like nobody else exists.
This is also the kind of love that aches every piece of your humanly being, feels like torture not being with them, leave you awake at night and can be compared to a perfect storm.
Him a volcano and I a hurricane.
We have tried. More than once. More than twice.
We have come to terms that we both love each other but cannot be together. This is the kind of love I fear. This is the kind of love that cuts so deep into your soul that it hurts to breath.
Knowing we both love each other so much makes it so hard to move on. It leaves me to wonder, will I ever find love like this? Will I ever get to feel that fire again? Will this work in our next life? Will the longing stop? When will these tears stop? Are we making the right choice? Why? How is this fair? Will the pain end?
Mental and physical pain is controlled by the same area of the brain. I understand this now. It feels as though I've been hit by a train most days, good days perhaps just a brick to the face lol
While we are apart I wish you happiness, spiritual growth, abundance and most importantly love. Love for yourself and love from each and every person who crosses your path.
Forever my heart is yours.
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