Anime: Violet Evergarden
Last night went to sleep a bit too late.
Was pretty tired when i woke up and during archery. But overall, archery was fine. And at some point, the coach kinda brushed his fingers on my forearm, to indicate a muscle and well i just well realized that i don't get lots of physical contact. And yet i want it. And i just wonder how Aric lives without contact for millenniums.
Napped after lunch. Then went to the mall for Infinity wars. Sat between Muffin and her big sister. It was fun. The 3D glasses were kinda bothersome. They made them smaller... Spoke lots during the movie.
And when Spider-Man realized he'd die... that was so fvcking sad i truly teared up and felt like crying outloud. The poor kid said he didn't want to go. He was practically begging to Stark. Poor kid. And learnt that cause of his spider senses, he felt his incoming death and the pain and that's just so fvcking sad. Too many deaths in that movie.
After that, went for dinner. Muffin and i bet that Curls would lose his first kiss. He did. We had a live confirmation of that when they bid each other farewell. He also ditched us during dinner.
And according to Muffin, they had a full makeout session the whole movie.
But the dinner was fun. Muffin's sister is good company. Childhood kinda pissed me off.
Afterwards, Curls joined us. He was kinda arkward for some reason.
In the car on the way back, dad was kinda off. And he reprimanded me which turned me off. And well there was this song i loved that was playing and it just made me so nostalgic. And well I'm paying more attention to guys that look kinda like Trovert. And i think i miss him but them when i talk to him, there's nothing to say and i still feel such a deep mistrust. He went AWOL for two weeks. He did. He said he'd warn me. He didn't. I guess we're out. Our relationship/friendship is off.
Mane has been messaging me? And sending voice messages and he is kinda weird. Sends long messages but he sometimes makes me laugh? But he weirdly has been messaging me for a few days in a row...