After an amazing weekend helping the kids... my vibrations are extremely low and I am fighting off something. We had to eat dinner in the rain, (I am a vegetarian so I didn’t eat well... ) we slept, (or tried to sleep) on metal bunk beds, attacked by bugs... and hours of driving back down the mountains with pukers on both sides of me... it’s no wonder my body is a bit upset... but as I lay here after several self reiki treatments and meditation healing... I realize how humble I am for this experience and how grateful I am for my life.
I am crying to know how bad I disliked those beds and how my body aches all over. I am crying because I stayed curled in a little ball fearful of all the spiders in the corners of the room while I attempted to sleep. I am crying because it isn’t comfortable to go to the bathroom in a hole in the ground. I am crying because I am upset and sick of eating rice... but mostly I am crying because I get to leave all these things and go back to the states in America... and never ever have to live like this by choice ever again... and to think these humans out there.. those little happy children.. those babies.. that is their life.. every day.. and I struggled for just a weekend.. I am so sad for them... I continue to cry because of how pathetic I feel seeing my body go through the adjustment so hard... and I can’t help but feel worse and worse knowing it was just a weekend! And these poor humans... okay okay I am done babbling... just please please please be thankful, be grateful... with any and everything you have... life is a gift and there are so many blessed humans out here that do not even get to experience this to know how great they really have it... so I wipe my tears now, and truly thank God, the Universe, the high powers, and myself... for this life. Mine. And I will do everything it takes to help every chance I have. And continue to be grateful and thankful for what I have. I love you.
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