Well this week escalated quickly.
It all started with fighting off a simple virus. I felt the soar throat for a few days, then got fever, then got endometriosis flare up, then the virus hit, then the virus caused me to have a plethora of diabetic ketones, which then led me to severe dizzy spells and weakness, which then led me to the most severe abdominal pain I've ever had, which I just found out was most likely me passing gallstones.
In conclusion, I am now scheduled for diagnostic tests to examine my liver and gallbladder to see if there is potential blockages which may end up in the removal of my gallbladder, via surgery.
For one thing, I am quite glad I did not go on my trip out of the country.
And secondly, How in the world did this happen to my body!? It baffles me honestly, I was progressively healing in January and February. And then something just triggered the fall of my body the last few months.
I honestly am so confused as to why this is all occurring and the timing of it.
I turn 26 in May and to have all of this going down before my insurance expires is quite nerve wracking. It took me years to find my doctors who know what they are doing, and now because of some law I will be off of my parent's health insurance, forcing me to get less coverage and possible loss of my incredible doctors who are currently treating me.
While all in the midst of possible organ removal surgery.
To say I am overwhelmed is an understatement.
I literally feel helpless. I've done everything I can and will continue to fight for my health. But at this point. I am desperate for a miracle.
Right now, my body needs a miraculous healing. Right now, my mind needs to be relieved from stress and daily battles, right now, my heart needs to be lifted from carrying this heavy weight of disease and pain. And right now, my body needs peace. There is a war going on inside my body.
My hands are completely wide open to receive ANYTHING that God has for me in this season of suffering.
I'm completely surrendered and grounded in my faith in God.
I am being faced with fears daily, anxieties daily, battles daily, and I can't conquer it alone. 👇🏼Cont. below ...