I tried one some hoodies the other day and got a new one (the misfits one) thanks to a good friend of mine. I've been needing new clothing quite badly but I really can't afford them. These were both smalls but they feel huge 😰 ugh...i guess I'm still on weight gain, but I just can't fathom being any larger than I am now. I don't know how I'll cope...ugh. still dealing with the financial issue and going back and forth about whether I should discharge myself or not. I want so badly to fight, to live.