Took my son Tunda with me for a drive to drop off a gift 🎁 to my dear friend in the Army who was in Louisiana for training and thought I’d surprised her with a pan sushi when she got back today cause she’s been asking me to make it lol I could tell my son wanted to go so he can vent and hurt my ear 😂
Tunda: Mom, I think it’s best we don’t have a Father. 😳
Me: what ? Why , 2 is better then 1. Don’t you think I wanna rest even on days I’m sick and tired💁🏻♀️ Tunda: Yes But I’m afraid they will come and stay and do good things say they love us and leave us. That hurts mom!
ME: ok how do you feel when I’m always at work ?
Tunda: I feel it’s not fair! I want to come home from school and hear you say how was my day or how was school but I come home and have to take care myself. All my friends tell me they wish they didn’t have a dad and I’m here wishing I Had a Dad just to be there everyday and not every other day. Me: well son , that is my prayer too. I want all that for you all, but God knows best. I want to be able to come home on a hard day of work and be taken care of, I want to be able to call in sick when I’m actually sick and be taken care of. I wanna be able to say I’m tired today I’m staying home but I can’t because I’m the only breadwinner in our family. I want to be able to see you boys run around and outrun each other in all sports but the way our life is set up, we all have to grow up pretty Quick! I’m sorry you all have to live such a rough life.
Tunda: Mom, we are so strong together. That’s why we never needed anyone. A lot of bad things happen to you.
Me: yes son , but I don’t look at where I was , I look at how far God brought me , where I’m at today and that we are in it together cause I can’t imagine my life without you 4.
Love these moments with my sons. They speak there heart and then he tells me idk mom you tell me how many Guys 👀 I’m like Idk son you tell me cause you was counting. 😂 My Bastard child always being out of pocket lol #TUNDA&LIGHTNING #iamSittingOnAGoldMine #OnlyGodWillRevealitInItsTiming