#tryingtowrite

MOST RECENT

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Masih perihalmu, perihal apa yang kau tuju.
Masih perihalmu, perihal apa prioritasmu.
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Sulit memang menahan nafsu tapi cobalah.
Tak ada salahnya kau mencoba.
Jika gagal, cobalah sekali lagi.
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Aku pernah ada disana, disisi yang sama sepertimu.
Menikmati secuil kelezatan itu.
Hmmm, betapa ruginya waktu itu.
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Masih perihalmu, perihal kegagalan membayangi dibelakangmu.
Jujur saja, kaupun tahu itu hanya sesaat.
Pergilah, tinggalkan..
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-M.A.A- 2018
#tryingtowrite #cobacoba #bukannyindir #cumangingetin #riba #serem #dosanya #hihhhh

So I am looking at the ceiling for last three hours without even moving for a while. That's typical me. It's 6 am in the morning and I am still struggling to get to sleep. Lately I am struggling for everything I guess. Like always I don't get enough sleep, forget to eat and there's always a phone in my hand though I have no idea what I am doing with that. 55 perchant as it says. Yeah, nothing changed.
I turned right or I can say I tried. Yap, there's the neck pain. Now, there will be horns of transports, school going childs would cry making excuses for not going there, people will start going to their workplaces and eventually mom and dad would quarrel over some small things. And what would I do? I would overthink everything avoiding their noises or maybe they would just beat me up as a solution to their problems. Nothing matters.

I checked the message option. No new messages from her. She left and nothing changed. That's what happens when you trust someone. Or did i put enough efforts on the relationship? Maybe I wasn't good enough and she was right about leaving me. Oh shit, I am overthinking now. Why do I even think about her after all these days?  It feels like she is still there, texting me or planning our next date.
Why does it feels so real? What's happening to me? I felt hopeless. Fear grasped the silence. Is everything really okay? Where's the noises of those transports? Oh no, I didn't open those windows still. Wheres mom and dad?

Then I remembered. I remembered that there's no problem, no quarrel left on my life. I solved everything. There's two bodies in my adjacent room. Bloodstains on the wall and an axe. Mom and dad. And the feeling was true.Something is different.It's the smell of those dead bodies.They are there, can't move ; frustrated by not getting me beaten up.Ah..what a cocophony they made before leaving.Their eyes looked so bright,begging for life.Just like me in other days.

I felt so happy and sad at the same time. I wanted to cry, I weeped. I wanted everything like before even for a second. I stood still. Don't know why, I stood still.
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#instawrite #dhakagram #musing #instastory #tryingtowrite #colcuttacocophony #writer #fiction

Been up all night and only written 3 pages... at least I’ve learned something: I don’t like writing in my room. Guess I’ll go eat breakfast and shower then, it’s time for a change in scenery. #senioritus #tryingtowrite #illmakeitworkifitsthelastthingido

Trying to come up with a written language is waaayyyy harder than coming up with a spoken language. No wonder we preferred to pass down stories verbally until our ancestors decided they needed to keep track f how many chickens they sold and to whom. Damn you agriculture! Ruined us all! 😂😂✍️✍️🌾🌾🌾
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Reaching in screeching out
words gone astray..
Thought running on loop..like a song stuck in your head.. cacophony.. yet not so phoney!
#instagrampoetry #words #thoughts #tryingtowrite #attemptsatpoetry #instagood #coffeeandme #bearedlife #badhairstyle

I am trapped by a bathing babycat and so I cannot be productive. (Not like the -10 weather is much motivation....) #tryingtowrite #writinglife #writingcompanion #letsbereal #shesmyfamiliar #BastisBest

I know, I'm not posting writing related things, but my family is back in California and the fires are getting a little to close to home for me... I haven't seen my family in almost two years, and I've been having panic attacks.
I'm sending my love and support to all California residents, and to the firefighters- from every state- who are fighting day and night to stop the fires. Thank you. I hope this all ends soon...
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#campfire #wildfires #firefighters #california #californianative #tryingtowrite

चलो लौट चलते है उस प्यारी सी जगह,
जहां धूल है मिट्ठी हैं,
भरपूर प्यार में सनी इक चिट्ठी हैं,
जहां चिलचिलाती धूप कुछ अलग ही दिखती हैं।
चलो क्यों ना फिर से चले उस प्यारी सी जगह,
जहां तुम खुद को कुछ अलग ही पाओगे,
असल जिंदगी के रंगों में घुल जाओगे //
#mypoem #tryingtowrite "जिंदा रखो बचपन को दिल के किसी इक कोने में,
वरना वक़्त नी लगता खुद को खुद से खोने में"
#myvoice #Be_Smiley

• You said, my presence was enough to bring peace in you.
What was it that changed your peace? You didn’t find comfort in me, anymore. Is it I to be blamed? Did I failed to love you enough?!
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