Last night was intense.
We hadn't even spoke our intentions out loud yet our intentions were manifesting. This obviously makes sense, as we usually intend things all the time unconsciously which proceed to generate our lives.
For example the time when I was assaulted and intended that I wanted to walk into traffic, and then I proceeded to be hit by a car TWICE. Once on a bike and once as a pedestrian.
Negative thoughts will take you to negative places. But they teach you your power, when you own it.
Yesterday evening I felt as though I was arriving from a long and deep journey and bringing back medicine. I said, you can usually tell about a person, if they are deep within a journey, coming back from one or about to venture into one. For me I feel like the past 6 years (since 2012), I've ventured deep into my own darkness, deep deep deep, and here I am now with the medicine after transmuting layer after layer, learning the skills but also carrying the TRANSMISSION of the transformation of energy I have completed within me.
I was so blessed by these two beautiful, wise, generous and loving playful souls to share stories and wisdom. We NEED to share our stories. We NEED to hear each other's stories.
This was a super potent evening of deep medicine and exploring past lives and I'm feeling like WOAH and #holyshift today.
At the end of the evening I spoke, if we do not appreciate what we have been given, it is all in vain. Offer up your suffering, your lack, your scarcity, your need and desire for more, your emptiness, in exchange for all that you have already been given. RECEIVE and appreciate, honour the abundance of gifts and be thankful.
The universe and the angels want to be appreciated. I'm sure if you looked a little closer you could see ALL the ways in which you are BEYOND blessed.
So make it happen. Relieve your suffering.
Today I am grateful for my friendships, community, strength, healing tools, my beautiful home and sacred space, financial freedom, and health. Most of all, for finding (or remembering*) LOVE. ❤️