I can’t believe today has been a month. I have not gone a day with crying myself to sleep but I know you wouldn’t like to see me like that so I’ll try to heal. My love, how are you doing? Are you okay? Did you have a good day? Are you in peace now? Are you watching over us?
My heart still aches knowing that I couldn’t be there to help you, hug you, cheer for you and be there for you when you need us. We all just assumed you were happy and doing fine but we didn’t know anything like this would happen. I’m sorry. After what happened to you, I begun to start trying to be there for people more deeply than I ever did.
You continuously inspire me with how humanly and caring you are to everyone around you. Not to mention how your music has helped me grow and taught me to understand. You taught me so many things I can go on and on but I’ll stop here.
The love you had for Jinki, Key, Minho, Taemin, your sister and your mother taught me the importance to respect, care and love the people around me.
Jonghyun-ah we will make sure to cheer SHINee on and to make you proud. Don’t worry shawols are forever with you.
And SHINee is always a 5.
We will take the pain and hard work you did now so rest and just look over us.
I love you. Eternally.
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