Gooood morning 🌞
Woke up feeling fresh af! Had roughly, 10 hours of sleep 😅🤷🏾♀️ (needed)
3 weeks out from @awnbsofficial. This is where the mental game comes in. I would be lying if I said I never doubted myself every morning I woke up. Getting close now and all you see is yourself in the mirror, either at the gym, walking passed something that reflects, posing or at home. Constantly judging yourself and seeing if “you’re good enough”. These thoughts running through every bodybuilders mind. This is also the breaking point. You’re tried, hungry, low self esteem, being focused is lacking, sick of doing cardio and so on..
Negative will only get you so far!! How do I stay positive and dedicated? I sweat out all the bullshit. I think about my end goal. I think about the purpose of this. I think about how many people out there who doubt me. I think about what I’m going to achieve. I think about me and how mentally strong I can get. I’m determined to finish what I started, with or without people’s support. I love this sport, my passion about it is crazy. You lot think I’m crazy by putting myself in this position 😂🤦🏾♀️ but honestly this round is challenging. Longer prep, a lot of building and dedication, being antisocial, pushing people away, competing with myself. Trying to be better then I was at my last show. It’s a challenging game to play, and challenging is something I look forward to.
Remember, people going to talk about you whether you’re doing bad or good. There’s no escape. So, I’m gonna be over here doing the best god dam good things I can possibly do for myself 🙋🏾♀️