What do you need gorgeous?
What do you REALLY need, right now, in this moment, right here?
What are you holding on to and what do you WANT, and what is hanging over you right now?
You know, (I know you know, don't you?), That the reason it right now feels hard, feels pushed, feels heavy, and as though you're being weighed OH so very far down is that there's shit it's time to let go of.
Maybe for the first time,
Or maybe it's just the next level of the shit you already released.
It is what it is and that's all it is -
No point getting all sulky about it, 'oh, but I already DID that Kat! I already surrendered, I already let go, I already DEALT with that shit, why is it coming up again, and how am I somehow back here dealing with FEELING like this again, it SHOULD BE ALL RAINBOWS AND UNICORNS NOW!' Well,
How 'bout DESE apples?! BECAUSE YOU'RE FUCKING HUMAN, BITCH.
And you HAPPEN to still be alive, yeah?
This IS a good thing, no?! So, then, well -
Get the fuck over it. You're alive and therefore you GET to keep on growing -
And also, comes part and parcel with it -
Getting freakin' stuck, or stagnant, or feeling as though the WHOLE damn thing is all messed up and you just somehow went back like 49,000 levels when you THOUGHT you'd already evolved beyond all that shit.
Imagine if, rather than having a meltdown or a hissy fit or a woe-is-me sob about it, and wondering 'why MEEEEEE?', you just understood that, as sure as the sun sets and rises, as sure as the tide ebbs and flows, as sure as Bradley Copper is ALWAYS a hotter bet than Ryan Gosling, SO TOO is it certain that life will inherently have its ups and downs.
And that when this happens? When you wake up all of a sudden feeling like you know nothing about ANYTHING, and you somehow gained 10 pounds overnight, and where yesterday you were in dat SUPERFLOW lane and now you feel COMPLETELY out of whack, and terrified to boot, well -
Lean IN to that shit.
Continue reading in the comments x