Shit gets deep. Seriously needing a fresh start in life to try and get away from this out.
Some days it just seems impossible to keep the feelings away.
Some days the future looks too bleak to describe.
Finding yourself flawed and incapable, and unable to really feel happiness can fuck with you.
The thoughts can spiral out of control with the emptiness forever growing.
The only positive I can take from life is the knowledge that at some point my situation will change, and maybe I will find a new view of life. Because right now, the bleak weather outside could not be more fitting.
There is so much more that I could say, but no more that I want to.
Just gotta keep living.
Might be rock bottom, but still, here is my freestyle today. If you're feeling it, or can relate to anything I've said, let me know.