Started dieting like 3 months ago because I YOLO bulked to 210 in order to overhead press 225. Digging the progress for dieting like 70% of the time. Remember that good lighting adds 10lbs of lean muscle mass. #fitgirls#toning#bikinibody#thighgaps#pissening
This past 2 weeks has been extremely hard for me and I don't know why. To top it off one of my friends(?) that I live with has completely changed and hates me except she never confronted me about it?
I just want people to tell me what it is that I do wrong so I can try and fix it or help them understand why I do things rather than just have arguments (?) over something I have no idea about and just want to fix.
Read my backup for details on the hip haps in my fucked up life ✌
Fasted yesterday felt great. Sadly today I ate a normal dinner because my mom was strangely observing me? We had take out and I guess it would be weird if I refused when I hadn't been out of my room to eat. I was trying to do a 2 day fast but I guess I will fast tomorrow. Had about 600cal yesterday + exercise. Note to self: must frequently go to kitchen to pretend to eat😑