Breakups are tough.... I couldn't sleep for a few reasons. 1: My sleep clock is all out of whack from travel &
2: My relationship is so over.
Obviously this isn't new, it's been a little over 6 weeks I think but this really fucked up thing keeps happening. Why is it that I feel like I'm processing my emotions, and my partner, or ex partner I should say, seems to be A-okay?
We've all felt this at least once in our lives, and I feel like sharing. The pain comes in waves, and while I'm evolving past it, it's still very difficult. Luckily I see this as a good thing, only a few times in your life will you feel pain that allows for a major jump in momentum foreword, a spark that is so beautifully unique. But why is my guy acting like everything is fine, when it so clearly isn't? Anyways, I was reading some articles online about male vs. female recovery from a failed romantic relationship. Turns out (duh) men suppress and avoid pain, jump right into boosting their ego with new women, and depending on their health, numb the loss with drugs, alcohol, emerging themselves in their career & sleep deprivation.
Go figure. So while we women are crying our stupid eyes out for weeks or months upfront, men will hide that shit until their dying day. And if they really loved you, it will haunt them for a long time. Even though they won't let you know.
Sooooo that's that, I'm fucking sad for what's gone and excited for the future. .
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