LORD x LOVE
Quite uneasy by the fact that it’s Saturday and it is an opportunity for boyfie’s Weekend Passes, I found myself torn between going to Siquijor or stay in Cebu. Weeks before the conference, I was able to ask his permission during one of his weekend passes and having no guarantee of him going out in the Training Center in all the Saturdays in the month, J-ar pushed me to pursue my trip to the conference in Siquijor.
Maybe, the Lord really have great plans for me as I was appointed to be one of the Segment Producers of the conference. Like WHOA WAIT? Me? Segment Producer? Wow that’s a first! Can I do it? Will I make it? Challenging! So I confirmed with a big YES, all the hesitations was gone because I how can I say no to the Lord and with all the blessings He’s given to me, it’s payback time! Fast-forward to Sept 22 - Hyped and somehow drained by the accumulated 13-hour land and boat trip, I greeted Siquijor with a big “Hello Siquijor! It’s been 8 years!” (Siquijor was my first out-of-town Conference way back in the YFC days. #DugayaNaAtuUy) As soon as I arrived at Siquijor port I received a call from an unknown number and yey! It was him - Asking me how I am doing, my whereabouts and telling me they’ll be given an opportunity to go out. Devastated by his news I immediately ask his forgiveness for I wasn’t able to fulfill my promise that I will be with him in all the weekend passes that he will earn. But I was immensely overwhelmed on how he understands me being away from him for the Lord. He doesn’t only understand my long hours at work, but I was blessed with a man who understands my service in the SFC as well! Countless sorries were uttered during our texts but he always tells me that I need not to worry because it’s SERVICE and all is well between the both of us. Ahhhh, so much of this drama, Lord, thank you for allowing me to love a man who understands my missions, my service in the community in spreading your greater glory. Indeed, you are worth the wait, Love. ❤️ #NBSB (No Boyfriend Since Birth) noon, #NBSB (Naay Boyfriend Super Blessed) na ngayon! #SuperThankYouLord #GDiaries #lovestories #BisayaNiBai #CamilleGDiaries #heartstories #iamsfc