Trying not to cry as I think about tonight being the last few hours with this girl before I'm off to my next adventure. Only nannies understand the emotions you go through when you leave a job, it's something I can't describe. It's a very emotional process but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Pushing past the emotions and tears I remember all the fun times I've had with her, seeing her do sign language I taught her, hearing her say her first words, watching her struggle with a new task and complete it on her own with joy, confidence and pride, experiencing her silly, sassy, adventurous personality, taking her hiking and barely being able to keep up with her, picking her up when she's crying and having her squeeze me and rest her head on me, hearing her say my name (saza!), dancing like crazy through the house, taking Snapchat pictures with the silliest filters. I can't wait to see where this girl goes, I don't know what it will be but I know it will be something amazing. I love booger.