There's so much that I want to express but I don't know how to say it...I've come to an interesting place in my life. I'm scared. While I've always wondered in some capacity "What's next...?" Here lately I've felt the urge to define that more than ever. Moving out west? Traveling and filming the world? Write and produce an amazing film? Continue as I am?...I don't know. I know the things I want in my life. But maybe I don't know the path yet. I feel as if something terrifying, yet amazing is about to happen. Im ready. I'm excited. But I am scared. There's a million things I love, along with dozens of faces. I know I could go anywhere in the world and still have a large number of people who would always welcome me back with open arms. What an encouraging thought... I'm made for something so much more than what I'm doing right now. I feel it in my bones, a constant cry out from within to "Go." Everything I love I give it my all. Ive never regretted that. But I am scared. I've looked at myself more deeply and more honestly in past weeks and I've come to love a lot of things that I use to press down deep. I love myself. In all my flaws, I love myself. I doubt and worry. I procrastinate. I shell up. I jump the gun on things. I assume. I lash out. I try to control it all. But I still love myself. I'm capable. I'm confident. I'm loving. I'm kind. I'm smart. I'm talented. I'm all of these things even though I'm scared of "What's Next?" To be honest I am frightened by a lot of things but I've still always had this sense to "Go... Do the things that frighten you, William Brooks. Because if you don't try, you won't know. And that will eat you for the rest of your life." I have major fears but the fear of regret is the biggest and rudest of them all. I don't regret much. And that has been the most motivating thing in my life. Try. Even if it kills me, try. Try and try some more. Try until you just can't. Give your dreams, people you love, goals and yourself everything you've got until you just can't anymore.... just give them your all. Im scared of "What's Next" but that tells me that it's probably going to be pretty damn amazing. Hope your day is going wonderful!