This morning on my way to work I was so lost. Then an old friend came. He sat right in front of me and said:
The ant- it's been a while young man. Where have you been? What have you done? What's new in your life? You are one happy dude.
Me- ah I missed you, you know. Same old ... Same old. And you are right. I am happy, again. For months I wasn't, bad companions I guess. But I don't mind, bad days makes us appreciate the good ones.
The ant- but what is the real reason?
Me- I finally got the alchemist. I've read the book so many times and I got nothing. But these days I lived it. It's even more beautiful. I found Fatima, I found the alchemist and I found my way, but it's hard to hit the road now. Now that I have to men up, it's hard to leave Fatima and the alchemist behind me. It's so damn hard.
The ant- but what is waiting you Yassin, it's more beautiful that what you have right now. Do you remember what Haidar said: " everything in this world is temporary." Your pain, sorrow, sadness, wounds and anger will pass... They will pass so you can fill your body and soul with love and compassion. Like Attar did. Like Hafiz did. Like Shams did. Like Rumi did. One day or another it will be your turn and it will be temporary. So close eyes and take the first step. Shall your first step be the right one, covered with love and compassion.
Me- did my Dad sent you here, with these words?
The ant- Yes He did. He misses you. It's been so many lifetimes on earth. He needs you up there. He said "Hurry the fuck up you little shit! I love you, Dad." Me- tell him I miss him, and I'm coming home. Take care my friend. I'll miss you. I hope soon I'll see you in human shape so we can walk and talk. Or maybe the beauty of our bond is this, ineffable. Take care.
Peace, love -l'égaré. mohammad.yassin.ataiei
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