I'm gonna go deep with y'all rn. I've had issues with depression and anxiety all my teen life. But one thing that I've always had to deal with is my size. I'm a thick girl. Okay I'm plus size. However you want to say it. I don't like the word "fat" because fat in this generation is a negative word. I've always been picked on and I deal with it so good. I always try and block it out, well that's what people think. Sometimes yes I just laugh it off because what's the point in being upset by it. But sometimes it just all gets to me and I hate myself. I don't just hate myself for being "fat" but for letting them words get to me. Now sometimes I love myself and everything about me (because what's wrong with loving yourself) but most of the time I hate myself and I don't know how to deal with it anymore. I just want to say thank you to whoever is reading this rn for just reading this.