“i had this feeling starting to progress as growing up, it worsened with in time. it went from feeling slight little aches into my heart to wanting everything to be over.
i'm standing over the edge of a cliff, looking at a passing sunset wondering why i could ever feel this way. what made me feel the way i do. i was one to be outgoing and positive but within seconds i could just be slouched and feel like such a burden on everyone around me, including own self.
if i slipped off the cliff, the sadness i felt would be gone, but so would i. all my dreams that i planned would not longer have a person to achieve them. my family who cares about me would carry the sadness of my death, and who knows where the could lead to.
i know everyone feels sadness, i know that things will get better. i know happiness will soon come my way, i will archive my dreams and follow through life like i once did.
will i ever figure out why i feel like this?
is this a passing stage in life that everyone hits?”
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