Suddenly I get that pain in my chest, that insecurity, that silly fear, which seems ridiculous but makes me not sleep and makes me cry ..
Suddenly it seems that everything starts to go wrong, to walk back, it seems the world starts to turn against.
I know it's bullshit, but it hurts me, it hurts so much ..
The last few weeks have been so difficult, for you and me, people do not understand, but everything you feel I feel, and this gives me agony, because I never know when you're really well, My heart tightens, I just wanted some news, something like, I just wanted to make sure you're okay, that you're taking care of yourself.
Suddenly I feel weak, I feel too small close to such greatness, close to so much difficulty, I knew it would be so, I knew I would have moments like this, and I honestly did not learn to deal with it yet.
Today is one of those nights I lie down, I close my eyes, but sleep does not exist, my mind will seek you and my heart does not find peace ...
I just wanted to know more, to do more, I just wanted you to know that everything in my life is for you, everything only makes sense because of you.
I love you so much it hurts my heart, it hurts for not being able to rid you of so many bad things, so much pain .. I wanted you to know that I love you more than anything in life.
And I'm sorry for not knowing how to finish this text, my head is aching and my eyes are burning, I think tears have stolen my words ... anyway ... I love you, do not forget, please...😢💙😔
#maxmeyer #meyer #mm7 #s04 #maximilianmeyer #Maxty #text