Hello, my name is Sabrina, but I like to be called Breezie. I was molested by 2 men and a teenage female, from the ages of 6-10. The first time was by my older cousin in my grandmother's basement. My grandmother was the neighborhood beautician, so she did everyone's hair in the basement. When she was finished she would go upstairs with her client, and they would drink a couple of beers together. My older cousin would always find a reason for me to come downstairs by myself. He started off by kissing me on the lips. Then he would rub his hands outside of my clothes, in between my legs. While he rubbed his pen*s, he would moan and tell me I was so pretty. Then weeks would go by and he would gradually do more and more. Some days my grandmother had errands to take care of, and I would go down the street to her friend's house after school. My grandmother's friend's son molested me in her basement and treated me like a grown woman. Then at the age of 10 I met this teenage female that molested me in my aunt's basement. She was the one who taught me how to give oral sex to women. I have had a very rough childhood with being molested, by mom being on drugs, my father chasing women and being abandoned at many different places. I lived with people that were not even related to me. My pain runs very deep and I still suffer from depression and anxiety. I have flashbacks of doing many sexual things that hurt me. I have been a Lesbian since I was 11 years old. I truly believe that my molesters took my desire away from wanting to have sex with men, from wanting to have my own children, from trusting people and so much more. I have started a support group called #MOLESTED on Facebook. I am trying to raise awareness for child molestation in my areas, and surrounding areas. I have the type of family that has many secrets. They think that this should be swept under the rug. They say I am being messy for coming out to tell my Truth. I am so hurt at 40 years old and I think it's time that we all #TellSomebody !
Seek therapy or counseling if needed!