this photo deserves an infinite amount of reposts bc it's genuinely my fave photo i've ever had taken of me.
so i thought i'd start doing a thing where i talk about a song that means most to me at a specific time, like maybe it could become a weekly thing? idk.
anyway, so i've become 200000x more obsessed with TWA recently since meeting telle, tony and seeing them perform.
of course, the song i wanna talk about is by them. the song is "dreamer". why this song? it's just so unique in sound & meaning. my interpretation of the song(which i'm sure the song is about anyway) is looking back on your younger self from a really low point, when you was so ambitious and dreamed of doing things that are just beyond humanities reach.
i'm honestly no stranger to that frame of mind. it really sucks. but, i feel like i'm really discovering my inner "dreamer" once again. like i'm gradually becoming not so afraid to want the more "out of reach" things when it comes to being ambitious and having goals. as i said to telle when we met, i ain't the sort to sit and say that a band "saved my life", but the word alive have made things feel a lot easier. telle, to me, is an idol in many ways. and to be able to feel like we're on the same level when i listen to the stuff that he and the band have wrote, makes me feel like i can get through anything. he inspired me to pick up a mic sure, but to know we've seen some similar things and he's expressing it in the form of the bands art? it just makes it all that much more special and inspiring. some songs alone are just enough to give me energy to get through the day. and in the world we live in, we need that energy. i could get by without it, because i'm a firm believer in the fact that i can do fucking anything, but i'm grateful for it. i am accepting of any motivation, or love to help make the day easier. anyways, this may have lots of typos and may not make sense at times but imma shut up now. hope i didn't bore you all😂❤ #thewordalive #tellesmith #darkmatter #dreamer #thoughts