No one will probably read this but I just wanted to say this.
Today when I woke up he was next to me. I was still kind of asleep but he was already awake. I felt that he was looking at me and he was pulling his fingers trough my hair. Then he whispered "I love you" but I still pretended to be asleep, while I was already awake by now. I opened my eyes and he said "I'm so fucking in love with you. Please don't you dare to leave me". Seriously I'm so lucky.
Still I don't feel completely okay but I just want to say to everyone who feels sad or has lost al hope: there is hope and there will be a day that everything will be okay. It might not be now, maybe in just a couple of weeks or months but I know and I believe that everything will be okay. Please stay safe, be good for yourself and focus on brand new things. Think about the people who love you. There might be 4 people or 25 it doesn't matter. The point is that there ARE people who care about you, you just might not realise it. It'll be okay one day ♡
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